Barang-barang masih menunggu ku mengemas “mereka”, satu apa pun belum terusik untuk dikemas. Lagu “without you” by Mariah carey seolah menusuk di kalbu, fikiran ku kosong hati ku menjadi rawan.
“kak..selalunya orang dah abis exam ..happy je..kak tak pun..”
Balasku..”tahla adik….kak tak tahu nak rasa apa”
“insyaAllah kak..ada jodoh jumpa lagi tuu”
Lagu “without you” terus menerus ku dendangkan tanpa henti…
Lirik nya seolah menari bersama kenangan…”No… I can’t forget this evening”
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
Langkahku seolah berat meninggalkan UUM…dan mereka-mereka yang ku sayangi
Kenangan tetap mengekori, hanya bila ku terlena ia bisa berhenti merasa sayu di hati.
Ya…sedih di hati terpancar di riak wajah, senyuman sukar ku ukir, sesekali rona mata ingin berair. Jiwaku mudah tersentuh dan cepat sedih..ya..itulah..yang bernama teman setia ketenangan. Anis “teman setia” dan ada yang kata maksud manja. Sakinah “ketenangan”.kata seseorang kepadaku…lepas ni panggil sakinah supaya tenang sikit hati tu, jangan manja sangat. Heee…manjakah aku?
Selalu manjakan hati kot. Layan sangat kehendak hati tu..kan dah parah! Aku berbicara senyap-senyap di dalam hati. jiwa ini kadang meronta sayu meminta sesuatu yang tak pasti.
Tiba-tiba terasa sayu…
Butiran demi butiran ku titiskan
Akhirnya tertumpah…
Rasa senak sangat di hati…
Tangisku esak…
Ya Allah….kenapa dengan hatiku….
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